I really had a great raya celebration this year!! the thing that made me happy is i manage to forgive and forget whatever shitt some ppl did to me..
and i started to accept and feel good about myself and my career -- before this, i always complaint about myself and career.. those who are close to me will know my negative attitude..
i feel good.
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today is the 16th Syawal, i didnt get much chance to visit relatives and close friends like i used to do for past couple of years. *sedih*
Tapi xpe, i managed to see all close relatives, atuks, aunties, uncles, cousins
yang jauh sikit or bau bau bacang tu, kalau ade time, insyallah..
i didnt get a single cent this year coz i am not entitle for the benefit anymore. *except frm my acu -- insist jgak nak bg i -- TQ!*
I feel good by giving angpow rather than receiving angpow. *tangan yg memberi lebih baik dr yg menerima* -- plus, i only giveout money once a year, so takde lah luak mana pon duit tu pon kan and i rase kalau i bg org duit ade je duit datang balik kat i..in a way or another
As usual, malam raya we all gather at langat (dad's hometwn) -- takbir raya pon kat langat (sedih jer malam raya, mesti ingat arwah atuk...rindu sgt sgt!)
besides to atuk langat, im quite close to nenek.. she's the only granny that i got besides tok pon (JB)
Each time balik langat, i will take the opportunity to have a chit chat with her, hearing her mumbling abt ppl pon can make me smile and at night time, i will find a cozy spot for me to sleep in her room. (see, i make this effort because i realize that she is not getting younger and therefore i want to take the opportunity to fill in my head with all the sweet memories of her)
Moving on..
Pagi raya, i usually get emotional and always ended with teary eyes *sedih ok bermaaf-maafan*...
turn adik2 pulak dapat duit raya from akak2 bekerja..
Banyak sebenarnye gamba, xlarat nak upload 1 - 1.. korg view la my fB for more pictures.
Tghari raya my family heading to JB (mom's hometown). The journey sungguh meletihkan *5 exhausting hours*.. we stayed in JB for 3 days 2 nights.. and went visiting relatives..
Chop, i dah penat.. to be con't
Motto : forgive and forget
